Wednesday, March 31, 2010

What? No tea?



I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you ....and I ESPECIALLY love YOU. No matter who you are, remember, that I will always love you!!

My dearest friendly faces,

The title says it all: No Tea. I live on a minimum of 20 cups of delicious tea a day, and I currently do not have any! Actually, I see this as a break-through.

For starters, I am writing... and I think that this is a good sign. My life has been an unbelievable nightmare, and I am proud to say that I'm finally awake. I have, recently, been falling back asleep... but every day I find myself stronger, and I can wake up so much easier than I ever could. I cannot begin to express how much my friends mean to me. I feel as though they are the reason I am still here. Amazing. So, so amazing. They have changed me, and I don't think that there is anything in the world that I can give, or do to thank them for that. Just incredible.

I have recently been starting to forget who I am, and who I was. When I look at myself in the past, I don't even recognize that person. To be honest, it's scary as hell. I was reading my journal the other day, and I don't even remember writing over half of the stuff that's in there... utter insanity. As I read through various entries within the journal, memories start flying through my head... I can feel the tension in my hands from when I wripped down the page with it... I can hear the screams that were coming out of me, and I can feel the pain in my gut. For this reason, I haven't been able to continue writing in the journal that I had. Luckily, I have started this BLOG. I love people, and I love life. With all of my heart, I will never be able to express how thankful I am, for where I am at right now.

L
ife's Too Beautiful To Quit,
Roberge


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