Hai, Hai, and Hai!

So, I moved in Friday-- which brings me to today, Monday!!! I'm soooo happy/excited! The house is looking awesome already, and my room is purrrfffectoo! I feel so happy; everything is just awesome! No complaints! Nope nope nope!

We are having our first party tomorrow.... It will be awesome, or horrible. I'm hoping that it's fun though! I have friends from away who are coming home, which is sweet... Also, there are many friends that I love a lot who I haven't seen in forever....so it'll be awesome to see them too :).

My roomys call me the "cleaning fairy." Being that I love to clean, and they hate it. I get up in the morning and do my magic...woooooo!

Ps you GOTTA listen to Amy Seeley.... she's so wonderful-- I heart her music! How did I hear of this one? Well.... I heard this song playing on a commercial ['Surprisingly So"]...and everytime I heard it, I loved it! I was getting annoyed because I had no idea what it was...so I googled the lyrics and eventually, found it :) Turns out that I love all of her stuff! Quite relaxing/chill.

I NEED to go job hunting. That's all.

Anyways.... I'm up WAY too early, so i may go back to bed.
Hearts all around.

Life's Too Beautiful To Quit,
Roberge

Have you ever looked fear in the face and said I just don't care?

So, I thought I would start off by sharing my excitement.... YAYYYY I'M DONE OF EXAMS! YAY!!!... Ok, that's over. Now, I will continue. So right now I am wearing a Wayne's World hat...I feel like such a dirt-- but whatevs!

So, although my exams are over, I am hoping that i can start to sleep again! One side of my brain hates sleeping, and it's having a tough battle with the sleepy side! I haven't slept in two days, so hopefully I can get some shuteye tonight :) ... I'm listening to amazing music, at the moment. I'm in a music trance. I've also been writing a lot lately!! Care to hear some stuff? Once I MOVE INTO MY NEW HOUSE [on Saturday] I WILL RECORD SOME S TUFF! I am so pumped...and yeah, I will most definitely have to share some stuff. Whether it is through audio, or lyric.

So, here is today's list for what makes me happy:
1) Making someone else happy
2) Hugs
3) Laughing
4) Piano
5) Bubbles from dishsoap
6) Being DONE of SCHOOL
7) Dressing like a loser and walking around town [I did that today]. The difference between doing that here and somewhere else: On the island, nobody gives a shit. :) Love my Island.
8) People who can't speak English
9) Being tickled when I don't want to.
10) COFFEE!!!! [new!]

Ok.
Life's Too Beautiful To Quit.
Roberge- hearts

I love you; yes, you!

I wrote my third last exam yesterday... and it went awesome! It's sad. I sat down at my exam, I looked at the essay question, and I looked at the girl next to me with a huge smile and said, "oh man, oh man, oh man, YES!!! WWI and WWII! I GOT THIS." Basically, I took a risk in studying three out of MANY essay questions that could, potentially, be on the exam. Luckily for me, I lucked out! Anywho, I'm smart in taking risks like that, but hey... at least it worked! Haha! Now the deadly news! Muahahaha! Well, not really deadly. I write my linguistics exam on Friday, which will be very difficult; however, I love linguistics...so maybe I'll be just as pumped to write that as I was for my History exam. Then, I write another History exam on Monday, and BAM! Done. Also, the countdown continues to when Jenn moves out.... SO excited!!!! Ahhhhhhh!

I am currently on my study break... I am building a huge canvas, and I'm going to make a big painting! I will post it when I finish (probably not for a while, mind you). Thus bringing me to this blog. Danielle: you were correct... it is fun! (and addictive)! Oh....BAD NEWS..... for studying purposes, I have switched from green tea to coffee. It's AMAZING. I get so hyper, so I decided that I should tone it down :).

So...there's a lot of background to the picture that I posted.... and here it goes: I like it. Fair enough? Perfect.



By the way, this is me and my new roomy- Steph!! She is going to teach me how to knit (I will knit you all scarves! And mitts! And slippers!!!!! We are going to get rocking chairs for our house, and sit....and....rock...and knit... We are awesome? Yes we are. I would like to give you a sneak peak to what that scene will look like. HOT OR WHAT? Yeah... I know, right?

KAY! I must continue studying how our brains process the English language. Much love!

Life's Too Beautiful To Quit,

Roberge

Almost There

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh!

So, it's Monday and I am creeping closer and closer to the end of my second year of University! Ahh, it's exciting. It's a stressfull time; however, I got a lot accomplished today, amazingly! Yay for being PRODUCTIVE!

I'm still trying to figure myself out... Lately, I have found myself beginning to see life clearly and for some reason I don't like it. I can't understand how a person could "hate" an individual. I mean, there are acts in which one may perform that may make me ....grrrr!!.... But you can't always look at life through one set of eyes. It is human nature to do so, but once you get past that... it's an amazing difference. Lately, I've felt as though all of my negative feelings towards others have disappeared.

The past two weeks have been incredibly difficult, and things seemed like they were starting to clash. All of my family on the island = enemies. Nobody will speak to each other, and it's been so hard. As of tonight, I have found out that my other side of the family, in Ottawa, are beginning to fall in the same direction. I feel like I have no family left, but I'm praying that it'll all workout. Luckily, I still have all my friends!! Lurrrvee..

Ok, exciting news.... the official date that I move into my new house with my friends is on the 17th of April.... :D YESSSSSSSS! I am crazy pumped.... Also, I can practice my music anytime now! No music curfew! It's been hard to study because I can't stop thinking about it, haha. Oh dear....good times ahead!! Speaking of music, I don't think I have ever practiced as much as I have the past four months. It's sweet!

Ok ok ok..... I NEED to study. Much love.

Psssst.....
Life's Too Beautiful To Quit :)

Roberge

Done, done and DONE!!... So what do I do? CHEER YOU UP.

List of things to do that will make you feel happier:) Now, if none of these work, then I HIGHLY recommend that you call me ASAP!! And, I will work my magic :)


1) Take towels, and put them in the dryer.... Warm towels are so amazingly comforting...
1) Write a song about a random object.
3) Pour water out of a window... It's an English/Artsy thing... JUST DO IT.
4) Drink copious amounts of green tea
5) Walk around the store, Michael's, for a half hour.... hehe.
6) Talk to Danielle MacDonald <3>
7) Bake something delicious, then give it to someone.
8) Watch a musical
9) Watch The Office
10) Watch clouds go by, or go star gazing


Remember Kids!!!

Life's Too Beautiful To Quit,
Roberge

What? No tea?

I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you I love you ....and I ESPECIALLY love YOU. No matter who you are, remember, that I will always love you!!

My dearest friendly faces,

The title says it all: No Tea. I live on a minimum of 20 cups of delicious tea a day, and I currently do not have any! Actually, I see this as a break-through.

For starters, I am writing... and I think that this is a good sign. My life has been an unbelievable nightmare, and I am proud to say that I'm finally awake. I have, recently, been falling back asleep... but every day I find myself stronger, and I can wake up so much easier than I ever could. I cannot begin to express how much my friends mean to me. I feel as though they are the reason I am still here. Amazing. So, so amazing. They have changed me, and I don't think that there is anything in the world that I can give, or do to thank them for that. Just incredible.

I have recently been starting to forget who I am, and who I was. When I look at myself in the past, I don't even recognize that person. To be honest, it's scary as hell. I was reading my journal the other day, and I don't even remember writing over half of the stuff that's in there... utter insanity. As I read through various entries within the journal, memories start flying through my head... I can feel the tension in my hands from when I wripped down the page with it... I can hear the screams that were coming out of me, and I can feel the pain in my gut. For this reason, I haven't been able to continue writing in the journal that I had. Luckily, I have started this BLOG. I love people, and I love life. With all of my heart, I will never be able to express how thankful I am, for where I am at right now.

Life's Too Beautiful To Quit,
Roberge